Wednesday, April 30, 2025

Art Pepper II


published January 9, 2023 
again today, on behest of Ryan D., one hot jazz guitarist, Marquette, MI
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STRAIGHT LIFE: The story of Art Pepper by Art and Laurie Pepper

Near the end of life, I may get a little morphine. Maybe I'll understand what the hubbub is about.

I believe Keith Richard(s) deserves the Art Pepper Award for Extreme Excess Consumption. Keith still has a long way to go to meet Art’s level of taste.

When I started this book, I was thinking how nice it would be to have lunch with Art Pepper, talk music and Jazz esp. By the end of the book, I wouldn't want this guy in my county. A fascinating man with, as they say, God-given talent becomes a street level heroin addict and all that life style contains - jail, 3 trips to San Quentin, crazy girlfriends (more later) - and a 3 yr. stay at Synanon, some consider a cult but he learned from it. Not enough to stop being a drug addict.

Pepper dictated onto tape and Laurie transcribed and edited. I'm reminded of the review of The Autobiography of Errol Flynn, "If a quarter of this is true, it's been quite a life."

He joins the ranks of biographies I have read of accomplishe
d people when I put the book down say to myself, "I don't like this guy." Diego Rivera, Phil Ochs and Shel Silverstein, meet Art Pepper.

I'm not all that familiar with Pepper's musical works and I look forward to listening to his album with the rhythm section Miles Davis used quite a bit - Paul Chambers (b), Red Garland (p) and Philly Joe Jones (d). He claims he did the session strung out after months of not playing and a saxophone with a rotted mouthpiece. It was critically acclaimed, one among many of his recorded.

Pepper was consistently ranked #2 alto saxophone player by downbeat Magazine, second to Charlie Parker. He didn't sound like Bird, everyone else seemed to. Pepper was unique. At 17 he was in Benny Carter's band and at 18 was lead alto in Stan Kenton's band for many years on the road. He was respected by his fellow musicians - the highest class of jazz musicians in the world - and that in itself says a lot about his talent. He also worked very hard at his craft always jamming or working in a small combo. He arranged and composed and collaborated in orchestras, TV and movie soundtracks, commercial work. Drugged up or not, he worked with the best in the business. Until, of course, heroin addiction takes its course...

His early life was painful to read. I'm no Sigmund Freud, but I bet it has much to do with his addictions and his beautiful music. A tramp steamer IWW sailor father and a 15 yr. old mother who tried every way to kill the child while in the womb, born sickly, raised as a child by an unloving paternal grandmother on a desert farm in Southern California. With his alcoholic mother he moved around often. He started clarinet lessons at 9 and in high school was jamming on Central Ave in LA with Dexter Gordon, Zoot Sims, Lester and Lee Young and many greats of the 'West Coast Sound' in the jazz world. He was accepted as their equal. He was that good.

A stint in the Army with a 17 yr. old pregnant wife at home, he toured Europe, mostly England in an Army band cheering up injured troops. Without the music, another unhappy Army experience. He admits to raping a girl there and getting the clap, a disturbing read. His discharge was delayed 3 months treating it. How's that for a Welcome Home, Honey!!

Fellas, I would not follow Art Pepper's Relationship Guide. By all witnesses, Art was a good looking, overly sensitive guy. He never had a problem attracting women. As he got older, the quality of the women precipitously declined. He sure seemed hard to love by my reading, but a couple gals stuck with him, drug mates of course.

When men are around the campfire swapping lies and one man begins to tell his history with Crazy Girlfriend, all quiets down. The younger men that haven't experienced it quite yet and who are looking for the warning signs, and the older ones who know have a face like they have seen a UFO. They know what a Crazy Girlfriend is and have survived to talk about it. Listening is like revisiting the abduction. Crazy Girlfriends and the crazy shit they do is underreported. No one had crazier girlfriends than Art Pepper. Men, beware, read but don't go to the Ugly Place.

At 27, at his first sniff he admits at that point his life was over. Not too soon after he was carrying an outfit - spike, spoon. eye dropper - in a leather case by his heart. Maintaining, dealing a little, he continued to build his career. One too many slip ups and he was nabbed by the LA Narcotics Squad. The Jazz scene was targeted for drug use and trafficking in the 50's and he was low hanging fruit. It made headlines along with many other musicians at that time. A stint in LA County and rehab in New Mexico, he returned as the 'all cleaned up jazz musician' spokesman. He lied through his teeth like every heroin addict does with every breath. Busted again onto San Quentin, again, again, 6 years total. One of his friends in the book says, "I think Art likes prison."

In prison he was respected as a dope fiend who didn't rat anyone out. In the Warden's Jazz Band there was Frank Morgan and other jazz greats. Can you believe Art worked in the payroll office of the prison? He had good penmanship and learned accounting skills, which he used later in life. He liked the job. Prison stories just can't be doubted, even coming from a heroin addict, and there are many. You don't want to go there. In those time frames of SQ, it seems he was there with Merle Haggard. No mention in the book.

The first thing he did getting out of any custody was find a fix and another crazy girlfriend. They seemed to be waiting at the prison gates for him because it never took long to find. Get loaded was their life. Performed and recorded, sometimes.

At 44, dumped on his mothers' front porch with his few belongings and nobody, nothing, just a mess. She's born-again redeemed now and returns to kick his ass down the road one more time. She didn't want him then and she didn't want him now. The last CrazyG comes back and dumps him at Synanon.

I was interested in this book because I wanted to read about Synanon. It's a large compound of ancient buildings and dorms with its own beach in LA. They run a program like Maoist critic/self-critic group awareness technique, where your cohorts verbally rip you up and down only to love-bomb you later. It took Art almost a year of residence before he saw any benefit of releasing anger and rage, which seems to be a main point in Synanon. Any physical violence expels you from the program, but you can say whatever you want at 'the Games'. Unwanted by his mother (twice), unloved by his grandmother, a mostly absent (but loving) father, maybe 8 years incarcerated mostly hard time in the hardest prison, a life of a dope fiend. Once he learned how to play the Games, I bet he had a little rage to release.

He found love again through courtship and a rebuilt heart. He resided there three years, left and the first thing he did was find a fix with ex-Synanon members. Another bout of craziness with cocaine and anything else. Methadone kept him straighter. In the 70's he has his comeback tour. Joins the Buddy Rich Orchestra. They loved him in Japan. A horn maker makes him their signature sponsor, he teaches seminars to college bands, featured at Newport Jazz Festival. Art Pepper's music is a hit. Art Pepper himself, I don't know.

He died of a stroke in 1982.

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Monday, April 28, 2025

Hey Cunts! Read This


The Left Has Destroyed Our Emotional Relationships

Feminists have created a man whom women deeply despise.


Postmodern feminism has reached a dead end. Since Judith Butler led feminists to their demise, diluting what it means to be a woman and making it so even any man can be one, feminism has been mired in constant contradiction. This has all unfolded in an era of singular thought and cancellation, where the few feminists who remained loyal to late-20th-century ideas and critiqued queer theories have been excluded from the debate or even branded as misogynists. Thus, traditional feminism, possessed by the demons of the woke Left, has been left with only one outlet—hatred of men.

The first step in this process began years ago with the relentless propaganda pushing the construction of so-called new masculinities. Wokism is a theory entirely detached from reality and human nature, so the only way to enforce it is by constructing a new reality. In terms of masculinity, this construction has been a persistent effort—a steadily tended ideological seed now bearing its poisoned fruit.

To build this new masculine reality, they pitted new ‘masculinities’ against traditional masculinity, labelling the latter as patriarchal, violent, misogynistic, and backward. But their aim wasn’t to critique potential inequalities between men and women; it was to attack the very core of what defines a man and his most intimate traits. By making the exception the rule, wokists conclude that all men are potential rapists; that the traditional family is little more than a nest of violent vipers; and that the white, middle-class man is behind all the world’s ills. It’s as if they’ve forgotten Henry Kissinger’s quip: “Nobody will ever win the battle of the sexes. There is too much fraternising with the enemy.”

In these new masculinities, the new man must shed all the traits that have always defined manhood: he must renounce strength and competitiveness, embrace feminism, avoid homophobia, overplay his emotional side, feminise his outward appearance, denounce historical patriarchy, prioritise women’s needs in relationships to the point of self-erasure, and maintain a constant deference to women as penance for the supposed sins of his male forebears.

The fallout of this experiment is terrifying. What postmodern feminists have created isn’t a man, but a man stripped of humanity: without identity, weak, insecure, shirking all commitment, distrustful of all women, fighting for nothing, justifying his flaws with grandiose sentimental speeches, living under the shadow of suspicion for misogynistic attitudes, in a perpetual state of submission to the dictates of cancellation apostles. In other words, feminists have created a man whom women deeply despise—a man with whom affection, at least as C. S. Lewis understood it, is impossible: “What draws people to be friends is that they see the same truth. They share it.”

Courtesy towards women has been nullified as a sign of gender inequality; strength in virtues has vanished because new masculinities have given men an excuse to evade all responsibility; relationships with women are increasingly rare and mistrustful, limited at best to fleeting sexual gratification; and emotional or sexual voids have been filled with mountains of pornography.

And now we see the results. One of them, though still a minority, is what’s been dubbed incel culture, or involuntary celibacy. After weeks of exploring incel influencers and forums, my findings aren’t as thrilling as progressive journalists flooding the press with tales of a threat they deem greater than terrorism would have you believe. Honestly, I didn’t find a sect eager to murder women, but rather men disillusioned with their reality, men who’ve lost all trust in women, are tired of always being suspect, and soothe their identity anxiety by sharing negative feelings and experiences that show them they’re not alone.

It’s as if these men have chosen to isolate themselves from a world and society that has been hostile to them from birth, simply because they are men, and instead of fighting for what they believe, they retreat to a distant cave to live apart from any emotional connection with women. Those who veer from this stance into violent misogyny are such a tiny fraction that it’s simply impossible to establish a clear cause-and-effect pattern.

Faced with the growing exodus of young men to this isolation, woke feminists—who are also victims of the destruction of masculinity—have a chance to reflect, which they appear unwilling to seize. Instead, they prefer to chase the men who’ve retreated to that distant cave, pointing fingers and continuing to accuse them in a way that lets them keep playing the victim. This is what I mean when I say feminism has been possessed by the Left, which needs someone to hate or envy to exist—along with an excuse to play the victim.

The result, the man of new masculinity, is a social failure. A dangerous social failure. As Jordan Peterson noted, “And if you think tough men are dangerous, wait until you see what weak men are capable of.”

For some time now, major cultural debates have been artificially sparked by large-scale productions. You know the drill: in no time, a public debate is whipped up about abortion, euthanasia, racism, or violence against women. A few editorials, a couple of films, and a book, all condensed into a few weeks, are enough for progressive elites to steer the masses where they want.

The British TV show “Adolescence”—a fictional Netflix series centering around a teenage boy accused of killing one of his female classmates, and exploring the harms of social media—has been the latest focal point in a broader campaign. This campaign includes a barrage of press articles, hints in TV series, and orchestrated social media debates—all of these efforts aimed at demonising the man that is the result of feminist deconstruction, even after stripping him of identity and leaving him depressed.

“Militant” incel culture, as such, is anecdotal. What matters is that this sense of masculine depersonalisation is growing rapidly among teenagers, whether or not they join incel forums. But a new concept or word is always more effective when you want to grab attention and shape public opinion.

The final act in this farce is the insinuation that incel culture is an invitation to murder women and commit violence. I don’t know why “Adolescence” is being ‘saved’ by many conservative critics. Perhaps they think its subtext critiques the rising youth violence fuelled by a lack of values. But I fear they’re seeing the finger instead of the moon. “Adolescence” is yet another piece of a plan inherently harmful to Western values. The proof lies in how swiftly it was agreed to screen it in all British schools for children. And those pushing it are the same ones who’ve spent years trying to impose wokism in classrooms.

Some time ago, I predicted that the radicalisation of feminism would usher in an unprecedented wave of male victimhood. I also foresaw a repetitive cycle, where we swing between eras in which women claim victim status and gain rights, and others where men play the victim and reclaim their spaces. The Left thrives on this, as conflict is its oxygen. But any conservative knows that fighting against nature, against the identity of man and woman, and destroying mutually generous, complementary emotional relationships between men and women only leads to a more depersonalised, less happy society, and one more enslaved to political power.

Men are not violent by nature. They’re not potential rapists. They don’t hate women. And incels are just a handful of lads who, like many others, are frustrated with the world they’ve been given—but unlike most, have the free time and platform to air it publicly. And “Adolescence” is the dose of poison (and it won’t be the last) that the Left needs to keep this divisive tension between men and women alive, and to keep undermining the traditional family, which they fear like the devil himself. There’s a reason for that.

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Itxu Díaz is a Spanish journalist, political satirist, and author. He has written 10 books on topics as diverse as politics, music, and smart appliances. He is a contributor to The American Spectator, The Daily Beast, The Daily Caller, National Review, First Things, American Conservative, The Federalist, and Diario Las Américas in the United States, as well as a columnist at several Spanish magazines and newspapers. He was also an adviser to the Ministry for Education, Culture, and Sports in Spain. His latest book, I Will Not Eat Crickets: An Angry Satirist Declares War on the Globalist Elite, is available now.

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Friday, April 25, 2025

Invisible Rainbow II

 

Mr Firstenberg recently passed away. He was a tireless advocate awakening the masses of nature destroying Electro Motive Force (EMF) from all electrical devices, Radio Frequency (RF), Cell Tower Radiation and 5G and higher.  He wrote a great book, -April 25, 2025 - EWS

-first published March 11, 2021

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I have found a book that explains many of my frustrations with people the last 25 years or so. It also explains a most confusing personal time in my life. I will tell my story through the lens of The Invisible Rainbow and while the medical professionals were stumped by my predicament, my point should be proved that acute electrical sickness is real and being anywhere around electricity is dangerous to your health.

Follow the science? Mr. Firstenberg does a fine job explaining the techno for the high school graduate. It is all measurable. I truly enjoy following the science, but he can explain these concepts better than I. 

The curious should read this book. This book should not be dismissed. Electricity is a danger to you. You are getting ‘zapped’ constantly and at higher frequencies and greater magnitude than you realize.

The author’s historical cited pathway on the introduction of electricity into society parallels the growth in cancer, hypertension, and diabetes. I’ll try to paraphrase his explanation of diabetes/obesity because it rang clear in my head and challenged a personal belief. I happen to like that. I do have a few regular readers and over time may have read a mean-spirited rant or two on fat people. I haven’t been fair. I was judging them harshly. I was judging on the basis of how someone could get so fat filling the pie hole with crap and that may be true for some late night snackers. The 60Hz cycle of electricity in your home and most everywhere is conducive to the same wavelength of hibernating bears. This book proves some people are more sensitive to electricity, why wouldn’t cellular function be disturbed, some be ‘allergic’ so to speak. The mitochondria do not break down food and the hibernating bear eats away. 60Hz puts their body to sleep.

Electricity disrupts cellular function: cancer. Brain cancer is not unusual for linemen and high voltage workers. Your heart beats from an electrical discharge, disrupt its’ pattern and you get that gripper, Fred G Sanford moment, and, oh well, died of a heart attack. It happens all the time.

Electricity was introduced into general population in the 1880’s but was a fascinating essence and studied deeply from as early as 1750. There was a medical practice in fashion using micro voltage and amperage, in a long period of procedure, on the cochlear nerve in the ear causing it grow together curing deafness. Well documented and popular, the ‘electrician’ applied electricity to joints pain relief and other maladies, some with dubious results and eventually was demeaned as a treatment. But the cochlear work was done into the 1920’s.

Marconi, the great innovator of radio, suffered with heart trouble, eventually killing him. Many early scientists and researchers, like Thomas Edison, were obese, diabetic and ill.

With each introduction into the atmosphere – radio in WWI (the Spanish Influenza can be traced back to a US Army Signalman’s corps in Kansas) , Radar in WWII, satellites and HAARP and other military testing, analog to digital in 1996, cell towers, 3G, 4G mass sicknesses followed. And now with 5G the sensitivities of the population will be tested again. Like beached whales people get sick and die. No one lays out the correlation more clearly until this book came along. It lays out the correlation with hard, compelling evidence.

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In the spring of 2008, I completely melted down. I was in a state of intense anger and anxiety never experienced before. I was in an agonizing state of mental health, and I didn’t know why. This blog was an effort to get out of the hole I was in and earliest posts tell the story. The MD didn’t know but gave me blood pressure pills (helpful). He referred me to therapist; she was baffled and got out the DMS book right in front of me to look up my symptoms. I was wound tight and in trouble. This hell lasted most of 4 months, after I quit my job.

I was working electrical maintenance at a university north of Chicago. In 2005 I had the brilliant idea to get out of construction and move into the 40-hr. slow shuffle of changing light bulbs. I thought it would be a delight to work on a campus. Psychologically, moving from the free movement of the private sector into institutional type thinking caused cognitive dissonance in my brain. They had their ways and no smarty pants new guy with a better idea was to be tolerated. As anyone who works for the State will attest, management is angry and insane. I had my issues with the place, mostly the people I was stuck working with, but once I settled, for some time it was good job. They gave me the Science building to maintain.

I had my office – get this – in a switchgear room (where the power is distributed though out a section of a building). 70% of the job was changing out fluorescent light ballasts (small transformer-like internal component) from the old type to electronic. I changed a dozen a day around any other duties. I remember outside contractors were putting satellite dishes on the roof and they would call on me to open locked doors any other issues. 3G was the new thing and it would be interesting to find out when they went online. I’m guessing spring of 2008.

In the basement were two giant magnets used for research. In my enthusiasm to show what a great wage slave I could be, I redid the lights in that area. This is a room that demagnetized credit cards. I spent maybe a week on that job. The head researcher, a very weird man, said that hadn’t been done in 15 years. Now I wonder if they knew it was dangerous place to be.

These three years were on top of 25 years in construction. I worked high voltage in the refineries for two years. Transformer rooms were a daily occurrence in high rise construction and all fields (that’s an electrical joke). Then it all poured out of me. I was a mess. I was poisoned.

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I was on top of the world. I had a steady job, plenty of money, living downtown in a high rise. I was drinking too much, had too many girlfriends and was living large. Personally, I’m not very proud of my actions during this time in my life. Shattering my nerves through high living on top of my work situation didn’t help.

I hardly slept during these years. I took up lake swimming obsessively in order to collapse from exhaustion. I thought that was sleep. Could the reason for insomnia be the 40 WiFi connections in the building offered to me on my computer?

For three years I was bouncing back and forth from two exceedingly polluted atmospheres of invisible wavelengths playing on my mind and body. 

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As I stated, this book lets people off the hook regarding my frustrations with them, esp. in these insane times. I mentioned my awareness of the cause of obesity. No longer will I allow my internal voice say mean things, quite the opposite, they are victims of deranged science. After 20 years of holding a radiating cell phone to the side of their head, frying their hippocampus, the part of the brain that stores long term memory, I can let people go for being so stupid. Women talk five times more than men. I assume they are frying their brains five times faster than men. So, my anger towards unreasonable, bonzo crazy women is explained. Lack of personality in the young is another point that must be forgiven. Youth is toast.

Is there a solution to all this? We can’t get away from electrical induction. The sensitive will always suffer. You are not taking the cell phone away from the chatty. They are donating their brains to science.
Gossip, truly, is killing us all.

I’m asking the reader to be aware in conversation. People tend to complain about their dis-ease. Ask questions like How close do you live to the cell tower, monkey yard (high voltage switching locations) or powerhouse? Do you have an electric range/stove? How many WiFi’s sooth you to sleep at night? Take an accounting of the role of electricity in your own life and move away from the most modern devices as fast as you can. Use the Off button.

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Saddest paragraph (pg 386) : " Not just people, but all of nature is being replaced by electrical pulsations, and not just in cities and suburbs. Radio waves are replacing eagles and hawks in the national parks and wilderness areas, fish and whales in the earth's oceans and penguins and auks in Antarctica and Greenland where ice is melting into electric fog."


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The Invisible Rainbow: A History of Electricity and Life
5-*from Wesley E. on March 11, 2021
Baking our brains

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"HOW 5G AND RADIATION POISONING IS A CAUSE OF SICKNESS"
TRT 9.50

"It's really damn hard to be a human being these days."

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WI-FI REFUGEES: ELECTROSENSITIVE PEOPLE TRY TO ESCAPE WIRELESS TECHNOLOGY

TRT 52.00

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Thursday, April 24, 2025

I Know The Feeling


April 23. 2025

Conspiracy Reddit reader hasn't recovered from the Plandemic


"I still don't know how to live normally after what I saw during the "pandemic"
I've been carrying this weight for a while, and I just need to let it out somewhere people might understand.

If even 10% of what we've learned about the harmful effects of the "vaccines" is true... then this wasn't just a mishandled crisis. It was something else. Something planned. A kind of soft genocide quietly carried out while people clapped and shamed each other into compliance. And the worst part? So many leaders, across so many nations, were at least somewhat in on it -- whether actively or by turning a blind eye.

That realization has broken something in me. It's not just anger or betrayal. It's a deep sadness -- for the people who were hurt, for those who still don't see it, and for the world I thought I lived in. I feel like I'm grieving something invisible. My sense of reality. My trust. My sense of safety.

I don't know how to move on from this. I don't know how to pretend things are fine when they're not. I try to live a normal life, but there's always this weight in the back of my mind -- a sense that nothing is what it seems anymore.

If anyone else is going through this, how do you cope? How do you rebuild yourself after something like this? I don't want to argue or convince anyone. I just want to feel less alone."

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... and so it goes.

The Trump Shots have turned the general population autistic.  They can't look me in the eye.  They can't stand anything new.  They can't hold a conversation.  They know their duties and NEVER color outside the lines.  

I realize people's souls are damaged or gone, leaking away.  I come to this conclusion from five years of observation trying to be most objective.  They simply are in their own world especially if the cell phone is in their hand.  Unapproachable and distant, they are ghosts in their own bodies.  Got nothing to say of substance about anything.

I'm convinced the 'vaccinated' can tell I am 'unvaccinated'.  Our energies don't match.  They move away from me quickly and soon in a crowded bar I am sitting alone, no one near me. It happens all the time.  I can see Life in some and have guessed correctly many times that the person I may be interacting with is not chemically altered.  Five years in, it's getting easier.  

People are different and there is no way you can convince me otherwise.  From the beginning of this crime, I have maintained my humanness.  I'm not giving it away for a free donut.  The disappointment I have in my family, friends and people in general is profound. They ignore me and I ignore them.  That is what my life has become.

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Friday, April 18, 2025

Just Hanging Around



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"Every Son of God has a little hard luck sometimes" - Loudon Wainwright III, I Am the Way

"Jesus had a bad weekend for your sins" - Julia Sweeney, dealing with chemotherapy and cancer

"I'm a human corkscrew and all my wine is blood" - John Prine, Jesus, The Missing Years

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JEWISHNESS IS NOT MY ETHNICITY

Well, it's Good Friday and at 3PM this afternoon the sky will get dark and spooky, as the Dominican nuns of St Elephant's impounded catechism, superstition and fear into our impressionable young minds told us. As a second grader, I lived in dread that I was going to turn the corner one day and see the Virgin Mary and hear her give me a message for the world, akin to being one of the Fatima kids. It has taken me 60 years to deprogram myself from the Catholic Jewish-loving teachings of my youth. I can't say what my parents were thinking. We aren't Jewish. "Will it get dark in Acapulco. Fr Sharp?" will get a slap to the back of the head. No commonsense questions allowed, young man.

It seems to be a 'good Friday' to people that wanted Jesus dead. Those that love all forms of life wouldn't think of it as 'good', it seems rather 'bad' nailed to a cross. The only 'good' thing to come out of it was a joke, and I'll just say the punchline:

"Hey, John, I can see your house from up here!"

If a mind can be brainwashed into believing that an actual person of Jesus walked the Earth and did the miracles attributed to him in the four conflicting gospel reports, that person can easily be made to believe man went to the moon, LHO killed JFK, and Trump is here for peaceful purposes and truly cares for the American people. There is no discernment or critical thinking in his/her/hisher 's walnut sized think machine inside that skull. An empty vessel waiting to be told what to think or suffer the fate of eternal Hell is the majority, and I am not hopeful for this nation.



Honestly, WTF do I give a flying rat's ass about a Jewish Messiah? He died for Jewish sins (which there might be a few), not mine. I have sinned and I'm responsible for them. Leave my sins alone, Jesus. Don't touch them. They are my best stories. Take them away and I won't make people laugh. I won't do it again. I have learned and that is what makes it funny. 'Died for my sins' - what an intrusive concept. How 'bout None of Your Business, god-man.

Read the New Testament anyway you want. There's good living advice in the scribbling. I'm looking for a story line with a deformed dwarf, demented would help, as in Game of Thrones. So, it seems to me Judas would play that part. Matthew is a tax collector??? Who hangs around with a tax collector? and collecting for whom? Peter is a weasel, as all threatened with their life are sure to act.  Was Paul gay?
One of the last things El Christo did before his march to doom was blow off his mother and dis the family concept. You can see anything you want in this story and that is the point and why it exists. Divide and conquer, same old same old. But saving my eternal soul? Getthefuckouttahere.

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Wednesday, April 16, 2025

I Want A Woman


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I WANT A WOMAN ...

1) that doesn't own a cell phone.

2) that doesn't talk without thinking.

3) that has one girlfriend.

4) that isn't shallow.

5) that can hold a conversation on many subjects.

6) that isn't condescending.

7) that isn't a snob.

8) that has resolved their Daddy issues.

9) that enjoys life, is grateful, and doesn't constantly complain.

10) that enjoys a man's company.

11) without a tattoo.

THEY DON'T EXIST, I KNOW. I'M SCREAMING INTO THE VOID.

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George Orwell once wrote women are always and inevitably on the side of the state. He wasn't being misogynistic, he was making a psychological observation. In his view, women, particularly in their role as caregivers and moral enforcers, tend to prioritize safety and compassion over risk and freedom, and that instinct, while natural, is easily weaponized by totalitarian systems. When conformity is marketed as compassion, control is rebranded as care, the state taps into the feminine psyche to enforce ideological obedience.

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Sunday, April 13, 2025

Wesley says... 091

make that 5 years - EWS

1) Friendliness towards strangers doesn't exist.

2) Interesting people are few and far between.

3) Young people are boring. And dumb.

4) Soulless people are in positions of power.

5) Violence and the love of rib tips go together.

6) Don't rock the boat. Let it sink on its own.

7) Rudeness is a way of life to most people.

8) Personalities have been erased, never to return.

9) No need to question anything. Life is good.

10) Obesity, drug addiction and having the wrong genitals are all as natural as the day is long.

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Friday, April 11, 2025

HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE


HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE


MY, YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE

I'M SURPRISED YOU WOULD TALK TO ME

YOU EVEN ALLOWED ME A SENTENCE AND A HALF

THANK YOU FOR CORRECTING ME

CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID THAT

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED?


>HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE

TELL YOU I SAID

HAVE A GREAT DAY

HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE

TELL YOU I SAID

YOU DON'T LISTEN TO A WORD I SAY


OUR STERLING CONVERSATION

LASTED A WHOLE SEVERAL MINUTES

I'M HONORED DEEPLY IN MY HEART

I WAS OPTIMISTICLY HOPEFUL

UNTIL YOUR PHONE CAME OUT

AND I KNEW IT WAS TIME TO PART


>HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE

TELL YOU I SAID

HAVE A GREAT DAY

HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE

TELL YOU I SAID

YOU DON'T LISTEN TO A WORD I SAY


I'LL NEVER KNOW YOU

YOU'LL NEVER KNOW ME

WITH YOUR HEAD INSIDE THAT BOX

DON'T WANT TO KNOW YOU

DON'T CARE TO KNOW YOU

YOUR HEAD IS FULL OF ROCKS


>HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE

TELL YOU I SAID

HAVE A GREAT DAY

HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE

TELL YOU I SAID

YOU DON'T LISTEN TO A WORD I SAY

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Wednesday, April 9, 2025

Slavery Forever

Don't let this distract you from the fact that In 1966, Al Bundy scored four touchdowns in a single game while playing for the Polk High School Panthers in the 1966 city championship game versus Andrew Johnson High, including the game-winning touchdown in the final seconds against his old nemesis, Bubba "Spare Tire" Dixon

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Has anyone in this country figured out that the National Football League's 'draft' system is a slave auction? The Cheesehead's of Green Bay, Wisconsin haven't.  They are expected an economic boom to their city hosting such an event soon. Isn't this against our grain as freedom loving Americans?  Ahh, who am I kidding? We love it.

"The black is a better athlete to begin with, because he's been bred to be that way. Because of his high thighs and big thighs that goes up into his back. And they can jump higher and run faster because of their bigger thighs. And he's bred to be the better athlete because this goes back all the way to the Civil War, when, during the slave trading, the big, the owner, the slave owner would breed his big black to his big woman so that he could have uh big black kid, see. That's where it all started!"
- Jimmy the Greek, truthful unemployed sports analyst


An individual that is the best athlete in that year's stock is compelled to play with the worst team of the year before.  Isn't that a bit demeaning? All the work to be the best, the No. 1, and you must play with a group of losers? John Elway didn't think so. Hockey's Eric Lindros had 21 players traded on his behalf to avoid it. Baseball's Curt Flood, a true hero in this regard, wasn't going to be traded from the best team in the league to the worst. Why should he put up with such disrespect? You are excellent in what you do, and they still don't want you? A man with a backbone would not tolerate such treatment.

Would you tolerate your employer trading you to the company's competitor?  Why did they hire you? One has to realize that there is not competition at all, everything is show and arranged. Saying that, I know, that most wage slaves would pick up their tool bag or attaché case and head over to the new plantation.  Work is work.

Stunted development and lack of maturity creates the professional sports fan.  In my pre-pubescent time, I was a huge fan of Dick the Bruiser and his cousin, the Crusher. Friends and family eventually convinced me wrestling was fake, a drama, an exhibition, a show. I came around and realized we are in the Wrestling Age.  Like the Featles told us, Nothing Is Real.  Teams don't play to win.  Teams play to fill the Stadium. If you spend your hard-earned money or precious time to watch High Priced Slaves (the title of Flood's book), life is passing you by.

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The greatest showmen, ever

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TRT 1.38.00
He's talking about himself - EWS

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Monday, April 7, 2025

S AND I II

published February 25, 2019



STRONG AND INDEPENDENT


SHE'S STRONG AND INDEPENDENT

SHE CAN'T FIX HER CAR

STRONG AND INDEPENDENT

CAN'T OPEN UP A JAR

SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE'S LONELY

WHEN WE ARE SITTING AT THE BAR


SHE'S STRONG AND INDEPENDENT

SHE'S THE QUEEN OF HER HOUSE

STRONG AND INDEPENDENT

ON A CHAIR - EEK! A MOUSE

SHE TELLS ME OF HER EX

WHAT A NO-GOOD DIRTY LOUSE


WHAT IS IT, PRINCESS, THAT SATISFIES YOU?

CAN YOU LOOK OUTSIDE YOURSELF?

AND SEE WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO?


SHE'S STRONG AND INDEPENDENT

CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HER GIRLFRIENDS

STRONG AND INDEPENDENT

LOOKING THROUGH A ROSE COLORED LENS

SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE'S HAPPY

AND CONTINUES TO PRETEND


WHAT IS IT, PRINCESS, THAT SATISFIES YOU?

CAN YOU LOOK OUTSIDE YOURSELF?

AND SEE WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO?

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TRT 20.00
Highly recommended - EWS

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Sunday, April 6, 2025

Damned Apes!!! II

 



THE NAKED-ER HUMAN

I began to read this book the day Our Beloved Teddy K died. I guess St. Ted just had had enough. This book is a wonderful companion to The Manifesto. Mr. Morris sure had vision because the pressures and stresses of urban living 2023 daily headlines scream his pronouncements from 1969. It reads as if written by a brilliant man.

Desmond Morris is a trained well-respected zoologist. In his previous book the popular Naked Ape, as the title suggests, his worldview is man as animal with some developed consciousness, a pure Darwinist perspective. I prefer to think of man as potential gods that act like animals, but when you hear the quack, you must call it a duck. Men act like animals.

On the last page of his analysis, he writes concerning urban life, it reads, " It remains to be seen if man will turn his human zoo into a magnificent human game-park or into a gigantic lunatic asylum reminiscent of the cramped animal menageries of the last century." I contend the lunatic asylum aspect wins hands down. Toss in lead joints in the ancient water pipes, EMF/RF/5G pollution bad air quality, and crap food and you have the big city conditions today. Refer: cwbchicago.com

People want to belong. They want an identity joined with others of likeness of language, culture and norms. Urbanites are constantly in the company of people not in their tribe. A person constantly lives in some shade of fear with the hyper awareness of a rabbit. A need for super-stimulus is the answer, in all its many forms. Over-do everything. Get moving, they are catching up. One is good, 14 is better. Coffee, cocaine and beer - Why can't I sleep?

There are other tribes (gangs, police, mafia, IRS, wives' girlfriends) in your sphere that intimidate 24/7/365.25. Your employer wants to fire you every day. Your character can be anonymously assassinated with an unlimited audience instantly by a single social media post. It's obvious to all your wife doesn't love you and you don't love her. Your children think you are a fool. Your co-workers act like farm animals, but you need the job. There is no escape without vast destruction like a rampaging circus elephant. They will trap and euthanize him just like they will do to you. Stevie Wonder could see the stress. He called it "Living in the City."


The author covers concepts super-tribe, super-status and super-sex as the drive needed to compete on the daily battlefield of life in an overpopulated zoo cage. The bonds, the power need and the tension release all seem to show in perverse overuse. What he failed to see was the surveillance state, watching, listening, reading whatever you are doing in your cage at any time, just like Mr. Morris did in his lifetime achievement of watching animal behavior in a zoo setting and documenting the unnatural aggressive tendencies, masturbatory acts unknown in the wild and their inability to mate in captivity.

Mr. Morris could be that Ed Harris character in the Truman Show.

The chapter on the In-Group/Out-Group dynamic in society was very interesting, if anyone can grab that portion from a free Kindle. I'm an Out-Group kind of guy. He describes the constant warring factions in society, down to long held inter-relationships of two people and how it can flip instantly was reflected in the so-called COVID "pandemic". Many relationships were instantly broken by the demands of the In-Group, the G. Which side were you on?

The Adult Child is what is needed in society. The qualities of Child - curiosity, questioning, daringness - pressing the boundaries of the envelope on Authoritarianism discipline, mores and behavior. Too many Adults in this world that have lost that connection to living. Their uncreatively upholds and become the State. They become stoolies in the zookeeper's prison. They lead a comfortable, but neurotic's joyless fearful life.

… and here we sit, in a lawn chair, getting fatter. Enjoy the fireworks. May we be forever dependent, now that we have gained our In-dependence. Celebrate this July 4th:

 StoolieFest 2023!

The corpse of Ted Kaczynski will be the Grand Marshall of the parade

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