Tuesday, January 24, 2023

Closed


 Escaped Wage Slave will be closed for now. Rest is needed.

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IT'S OVER

It has very apparent to me that I am living in a dystopia. Going to the grocery store has become a practice in patience too extremes. The people can't navigate the aisles, check out is an adventure how slow and confused one can be. There are some seriously dulled people out here in the hinterlands. I haven't met anyone with a personality in a long time. If they can put a cognitive sentence with noun/verb/adjective, it's to complain about something.

It's obvious in the service sector, the NWO wants autistic people on the job. Slow, but steady. They are lucky they got a job.

The people that got the Trump Juice do not connect on a human level. It is no more arguable. People are disassociated from other people. Spanky MacFartland sang "I'd like to get to know you, yes I would.", but no more. I can tell I intimidate people with my energy, it's no more my fault than the Man On The Moon. People are acting roles like Stepford Wives. Robot-like.

I am Kevin McCarthy

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Friday, January 20, 2023

Wesley says... 073




1) Politically, I'm with who ever doesn't want me to be a slave.

2) Does anyone have a personality anymore?



3) Why are people with bad communication skills given high tech platforms to confuse all others? Women's skill is miscommunication. They can guide the conversation to where they want it to go. The cell phone is a perfect partner for them.

4) Kind is easy. Being kind to the stupid is a bit more difficult.



5) If nothing else, there is always shame and blame.

6) A Stalinist white ballot with one name to vote for is not democracy. I wonder if our glorious warriors at D-Day knew they were fighting for transsexual rights?



7) I think I'm a reincarnated member of the Titanic band.

8) Wisconsin should have an atom bomb. Declare independence. Build a wall on the Southern border. Have it's own Navy.



9) There is a bureau in the government created especially for those with mental health problems. Should we be analyseing this a bit deeper?

10) It's hard to take medical advise from someone too stupid not to breathe oxygen. Soon as he lowers the mask, he'll be smart again.

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Saturday, January 14, 2023

Workplace Wisdom




TRUST THE FIELD HANDS 

It seems people are most comfortable in either the Master role or the Slave role. They cannot process being neither. 'You are with us or against us' is the banner of recent times OR 'You are going to do as you are told, or you will receive the whip." OR "I did everything I was told, maybe they will leave me alone now." Those that don't want to be a Master or a Slave don't fit in.

When a slave (of course, doesn't consider herself a slave) is given Master powers - look out! i.e., every female authority position in society's structure. Women can't process they are still a slave just with a title. They embrace the flattering kiss ass gossip that wants her position and makes life miserable over-managing the people that know their jobs, the ones resenting being treated like a Slave. I have never felt any good job morale on a woman led project. A cloud of petty bickering and bossiness surrounds every job.

This is an anima infused society. Anima is a Jungian term meaning the feminine psyche in a man's subconscious. Men act like little bitches, too. In a job situation interacting with such people keep all private information tight. Name, rank and serial number only. Share as little as possible. Tell them it's none of their business when they are overbearing. They will be relentless. These people do not listen and except for one trusted individual (hopefully), not your friend. They collect evidence and will use it at your conviction. If your personal dignity will not allow yourself to be treated as Slave and you have no cutthroat ambition to be a Master, you will be removed, deemed 'trouble'. It's just a matter of when it will happen.

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Thursday, January 12, 2023

Meme Drain


 









These Are The Healthy Ones II

 



Young athletes collapsing in 2021 with heart issues.

If this is happening to this many well known people,

imagine how many are actually out there!



Dembele, 29, Atletico Madrid striker collapses in training, requires medical attention https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-R2_5LMobXc

Alex Apolinario, 24, Brazilian soccer player dies after collapsing on pitch during match: https://www.cbssports.com/soccer/news/brazilian-soccer-player-alex-apolinario-dies-after-collapsing-on-pitch-during-match-in-portugal/

Britain's Jack Draper, 19, collapses at Miami Open: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDuOP0V1nUw

Mirko Kido, 36, Olympic gold medalist dies of heart attack during game: https://www.reuters.com/lifestyle/sports/indonesian-doubles-star-kido-dies-heart-attack-36-2021-06-14/

Ghanaian referee collapses during AFCON Match: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvPQO44NzN4

Referee Bert Smith collapses on court due to blood clot during Gonzaga-USC men's Elite Eight game: https://www.espn.com/mens-college-basketball/story/_/id/31222546/referee-bert-smith-says-blood-clot-lung-caused-fall-ncaa-tourney

Josh Downie, 24, cricketer dies after heart attack at practice: https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-nottinghamshire-57058626

Giuseppe Perrino, 29, ex-Parma footballer dies at memorial match after collapsing https://www.thesun.co.uk/sport/football/15151824/giuseppe-perrino-dead-29-parma-brother/

Raymond van Barneveld collapses and receives paramedic attention during PDC Championship: https://www.dailystar.co.uk/sport/darts/pdc-players-championship-8-suspended-23759939


Garissone Innocent, 20, fell unconscious due to abnormal electrical impulse in heart during game: https://www.thesun.co.uk/sport/football/13901939/goalkeepers-rushed-hospital-collapsing/

Ethan Jovani Trejo, 16-year-old soccer player, collapsed on the field during training: https://eu.cincinnati.com/story/news/2021/06/25/teen-dies-after-medical-incident-princeton-high-school-field/5344293001/

Samuel Kalu, 24, Bordeaux star collapses minutes into football game: https://www.bbc.com/sport/football/58228778

Roy Butler, 23, Irish footballer Watford FC dies after Jansen: https://twitter.com/NewsForAllIre/status/1428301909715296263?s=20

Dylan Rich, 19, FA Youth Cup - player suffered sudden cardiac arrest on the field, passes away: https://www.bbc.com/news/uk-england-nottinghamshire-58496077









Kjeld Nuis, 31, Dutch professional skater admitted to hospital with inflamed heart: https://www.rtlboulevard.nl/entertainment/news/artikel/5243606/kjeld-nuis-vaccinatie-ziek-update

John Stokes, 21, athlete at Tennessee Uni hospitalized with heart inflammation: https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/student-athlete-john-stokes-myocarditis-covid-vaccine-002451374.html?guccounter=1



Francesca Marcon, 38, volleybal professional can't play, has pericarditis post vaccine: https://www.lapressa.it/notiziario/sport/la-campionessa-di-volley-ho-una-pericardite-post-vaccino



Ceylin Alvarado, 23, pro cyclists out for season due to blood complications: https://www.nu.nl/sport-overig/6160296/veldrijdster-alvarado-voorlopig-niet-in-actie-door-verstoord-bloedbeeld.html


Three young Belgian cyclists suffer heart issues following race: https://rtv.be/artikels/jonge-kempense-wielrenners-krijgen-hartklachten-na-vaccinatie-a102612

Kamila Label-Farrel, 19, Uni Basketball Star died unexpectedly: https://www.baytoday.ca/obituaries/lebel-farrell-kamila-3884874

Jacob Downey, 19, Queens Uni Hockey player passes away after medical emergency: https://www.kawartha411.ca/2021/10/01/local-teen-queens-university-student-passed-away-suddenly-after-medical-emergency/

Christian Eriksen, 29, Collapses at Euros due to heart issue https://youtu.be/s0B03LSzXvo

Josh Archibald, 28, Oilers hockey forward out indefinitely due to myocarditis: https://www.si.com/hockey/.amp/news/oilers-forward-josh-archibald-out-indefinitely-with-myocarditis


Kyle Warner, pro BMX cyclist has pericarditis post vaccine: https://youtu.be/aebtcTi7EaA



Ewan Fraser, 30, Glasgow hockey player suffered cardiac arrest, passes away: https://www.thescottishsun.co.uk/news/7832060/glasgow-hockey-player-died-collapse-life/amp/?__twitter_impression=true


Paul Zisper, 27, Munich basketball pro, has emergency surgery after brain hemorrhage related to J and J: https://www.fr.de/sport/drama-um-zipser-90801217.html



Abou Ali, 22, professional footballer collapses on pitch during game: https://www.thesun.co.uk/sport/football/16118079/footballer-wessam-abou-ali-awake-hospital-collapse/

Fabrice NSakala, 31, Besiktas defender collapses on pitch during game: https://www.theguardian.com/football/2021/aug/22/fabrice-nsakala-besiktas-collapse

Jens De Smet, 27, footballer collapses on field, passes away of heart attack: https://newswep.com/jens-27-collapses-on-the-football-field-and-dies-this-is-not-maldegem/


Frederic Lartillot, French footballer collapses in changing room, passes away due to heart attack after game: https://www.leprogres.fr/culture-loisirs/2021/09/11/deces-d-un-joueur-de-foot-apres-un-match-ses-coequipiers-ont-tout-tente-pour-le-sauver

Benjamin Taft, 31, German footballer collapses after game, passes away due to heart attack: https://www.anpfiff.info/mobile/sites/cms/artikel.aspx?SK=2&Btr=96044&Rub=390


Helen Edwards, referee taken off court during World Cup qualifier due to heart issues: https://www.rtl.de/cms/dfb-spiel-unterbrochen-linienrichterin-vom-platz-getragen-4834888.html


Sergio Aguero, 33, Barecelona star striker admitted to hospital for cardiac exam after match: https://www.cnn.com/2021/10/31/football/sergio-aguero-barcelona-chest-pain-spt-intl/index.html

Emil Palsson, 28, Sognal midfielder collapses due to cardiac arrest during game: https://www.independent.co.uk/sport/football/norway-footballer-emil-palsson-cardiac-arrest-b1949583.html






Boris Sadecky, 24, Slovak hockey player dies of heart attack during hockey game: https://www.rt.com/sport/539312-bruno-sadecki-hockey-player-khl-death/

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Monday, January 9, 2023

Art Pepper*




STRAIGHT LIFE: The story of Art Pepper by Art and Laurie Pepper

Near the end of life, I may get a little morphine. Maybe I'll understand what the hubbub is about.

I believe Keith Richard(s) deserves the Art Pepper Award for Extreme Excess Consumption. Keith still has a long way to go to meet Art’s level of taste.

When I started this book, I was thinking how nice it would be to have lunch with Art Pepper, talk music and Jazz esp. By the end of the book, I wouldn't want this guy in my county. A fascinating man with, as they say, God-given talent becomes a street level heroin addict and all that life style contains - jail, 3 trips to San Quentin, crazy girlfriends (more later) - and a 3 yr. stay at Synanon, some consider a cult but he learned from it. Not enough to stop being a drug addict.

Pepper dictated onto tape and Laurie transcribed and edited. I'm reminded of the review of The Autobiography of Errol Flynn, "If a quarter of this is true, it's been quite a life."

He joins the ranks of biographies I have read of accomplished people when I put the book down say to myself, "I don't like this guy." Diego Rivera, Phil Ochs and Shel Silverstein, meet Art Pepper.

I'm not all that familiar with Pepper's musical works and I look forward to listening to his album with the rhythm section Miles Davis used quite a bit - Paul Chambers (b), Red Garland (p) and Philly Joe Jones (d). He claims he did the session strung out after months of not playing and a saxophone with a rotted mouthpiece. It was critically acclaimed, one among many of his recorded.

Pepper was consistently ranked #2 alto saxophone player by downbeat Magazine, second to Charlie Parker. He didn't sound like Bird, everyone else seemed to. Pepper was unique. At 17 he was in Benny Carter's band and at 18 was lead alto in Stan Kenton's band for many years on the road. He was respected by his fellow musicians - the highest class of jazz musicians in the world - and that in itself says a lot about his talent. He also worked very hard at his craft always jamming or working in a small combo. He arranged and composed and collaborated in orchestras, TV and movie soundtracks, commercial work. Drugged up or not, he worked with the best in the business. Until, of course, heroin addiction takes its course...

His early life was painful to read. I'm no Sigmund Freud, but I bet it has much to do with his addictions and his beautiful music. A tramp steamer IWW sailor father and a 15 yr. old mother who tried every way to kill the child while in the womb, born sickly, raised as a child by an unloving paternal grandmother on a desert farm in Southern California. With his alcoholic mother he moved around often. He started clarinet lessons at 9 and in high school was jamming on Central Ave in LA with Dexter Gordon, Zoot Sims, Lester and Lee Young and many greats of the 'West Coast Sound' in the jazz world. He was accepted as their equal. He was that good.

A stint in the Army with a 17 yr. old pregnant wife at home, he toured Europe, mostly England in an Army band cheering up injured troops. Without the music, another unhappy Army experience. He admits to raping a girl there and getting the clap, a disturbing read. His discharge was delayed 3 months treating it. How's that for a Welcome Home, Honey!!

Fellas, I would not follow Art Pepper's Relationship Guide. By all witnesses, Art was a good looking, overly sensitive guy. He never had a problem attracting women. As he got older, the quality of the women precipitously declined. He sure seemed hard to love by my reading, but a couple gals stuck with him, drug mates of course.

When men are around the campfire swapping lies and one man begins to tell his history with Crazy Girlfriend, all quiets down. The younger men that haven't experienced it quite yet and who are looking for the warning signs, and the older ones who know have a face like they have seen a UFO. They know what a Crazy Girlfriend is and have survived to talk about it. Listening is like revisiting the abduction. Crazy Girlfriends and the crazy shit they do is underreported. No one had crazier girlfriends than Art Pepper. Men, beware, read but don't go to the Ugly Place.

At 27, at his first sniff he admits at that point his life was over. Not too soon after he was carrying an outfit - spike, spoon. eye dropper - in a leather case by his heart. Maintaining, dealing a little, he continued to build his career. One too many slip ups and he was nabbed by the LA Narcotics Squad. The Jazz scene was targeted for drug use and trafficking in the 50's and he was low hanging fruit. It made headlines along with many other musicians at that time. A stint in LA County and rehab in New Mexico, he returned as the 'all cleaned up jazz musician' spokesman. He lied through his teeth like every heroin addict does with every breath. Busted again onto San Quentin, again, again, 6 years total. One of his friends in the book says, "I think Art likes prison."

In prison he was respected as a dope fiend who didn't rat anyone out. In the Warden's Jazz Band there was Frank Morgan and other jazz greats. Can you believe Art worked in the payroll office of the prison? He had good penmanship and learned accounting skills, which he used later in life. He liked the job. Prison stories just can't be doubted, even coming from a heroin addict, and there are many. You don't want to go there. In those time frames of SQ, it seems he was there with Merle Haggard. No mention in the book.

The first thing he did getting out of any custody was find a fix and another crazy girlfriend. They seemed to be waiting at the prison gates for him because it never took long to find. Get loaded was their life. Performed and recorded, sometimes.

At 44, dumped on his mothers' front porch with his few belongings and nobody, nothing, just a mess. She's born-again redeemed now and returns to kick his ass down the road one more time. She didn't want him then and she didn't want him now. The last CrazyG comes back and dumps him at Synanon.

I was interested in this book because I wanted to read about Synanon. It's a large compound of ancient buildings and dorms with its own beach in LA. They run a program like Maoist critic/self-critic group awareness technique, where your cohorts verbally rip you up and down only to love-bomb you later. It took Art almost a year of residence before he saw any benefit of releasing anger and rage, which seems to be a main point in Synanon. Any physical violence expels you from the program, but you can say whatever you want at 'the Games'. Unwanted by his mother (twice), unloved by his grandmother, a mostly absent (but loving) father, maybe 8 years incarcerated mostly hard time in the hardest prison, a life of a dope fiend. Once he learned how to play the Games, I bet he had a little rage to release.

He found love again through courtship and a rebuilt heart. He resided there three years, left and the first thing he did was find a fix with ex-Synanon members. Another bout of craziness with cocaine and anything else. Methadone kept him straighter. In the 70's he has his comeback tour. Joins the Buddy Rich Orchestra. They loved him in Japan. A horn maker makes him their signature sponsor, he teaches seminars to college bands, featured at Newport Jazz Festival. Art Pepper's music is a hit. Art Pepper himself, I don't know.

He died of a stroke in 1982.

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Foolishness



HEY! AMERICA! GET USED TO IT!

1) The earth is flat and everything they have ever taught you is wrong or suspect.



2) They got you by the balls. Turn the Inflation Dial Up To 11!

3) State government/Federal government/World government, anything greater than your county supervisor, is prison. You are tax cattle, and you will do as you are told.



4) AMA medicine/Pharmacia is for money not health.

5) People on television are not real people. They are actors. All of them.



6) If you hear anything from a disembodied voice or a typed message of someone you have never met, do not think for a moment it is a true statement.

7) The Trump Squirt may have erased genetic memory or cause sterilization of children. How horrific. Sad.



8) People fake their deaths. People are replaced. Cher is a man.

9) Urban high schools are a pre-prison program.


10) There were 19 Beatles. We are on our ninth Bob Dylan. Our second Buffalo Bill db.

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Lite Being



IT'S A LITE WORLD

1) COMMUNISMlite - no such thing.

2) PREGNANCYlite - no such thing

3) Miller Lite - not beer, not lite

4) ARMED ROBBERYlite - prosecuted every day in large urban courtrooms

5) CHAMPIONSHIPlite - your team wins their Division

6) ADDICTIONlite - many people practice

7) LIGHTlite or LITElight - winter

8) FORESTFIRElite - never happened anywhere

9) SPACE X APOLLOlite - rockets in show business

10) GLOBETROTTERlite - The National Basketball Association

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Friday, January 6, 2023

Reality Snaps 2


A constant need to connect by cellphone reminds me of an annoying clingy child you can't put down. The insecurity is so deep within some they don't feel complete without their phone. The designers could design a phone as large as desired, a facsimile of your Mother or Fathers' leg. One could carry it around and mumble and babble into it all day, wipe your tears and snot on it. Whe Big Bad Stranger Danger or any other perceived Boogeyman comes near - even invisible - there is immediate consolment by another at the other end hugging Mommy's leg.

All is safe. I have my cell phone and Daddy's leg, with favorite shoe.

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'From dust to dust' is a Biblical, certainly a Catholic tradition said when they smear the ashes on your forehead on Ash Wednesday. Adam was created from the dust, the dirt, the mud and life was breathed into him. So the story goes.

I want to get the point of cremation. Does burning your body to ash, bring your spirit back to this realm quicker, hence overpopulation? If your bodily remains are in a box inside another concrete box six feet in the ground, how many tens of thousands of years will it take to turn to dust? And then one returns to this Realm.

Is that how it works? I'm serious. Pondering a life choice.

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Insurrection 2021 III

  


1) The one Trump supporter from Burning Man becomes the symbol of Trump "ordered" "insurrection".

2) It is disturbing to see this horned figure standing at the rostrum.

3) Has anyone asked why a 14 year Air Force veteran would risk her military pension?

4) Shot in the neck? Wouldn't there be blood spurting everywhere? ... (a question asked to this day, never in any media alt or otherwise... 03/29/2021, 04/04/2021, 12/23,

5) Did you see the image where the "insurrectionists" stayed between the velvet ropes. They were waiting for the next available docent. 




6) There was no need to climb a rope. Right around the corner was a staircase, and an usher from the Capitol Police to show you the way in.

7) Now there seems to be suddenly available miles and miles of unscalable fencing, so Nancy is going to ring the Capitol for protection from undesirables protected by men with guns.

8) Nancy Pelosi, by office, is the head of the Capitol Police. The Capitol Police opened the gates and let them in at the exact time debate was to begin and evidence of vote fraud to be entered into the record. Why would Trump supporters want to stop that? It was a 'Stop the Steal' rally after all.

9) Isn't it amazing how news media not mention a crowd over a million people gathering peacefully without fire.

10) Several high level organizers of BLM were at the scene of the "insurrection".  Recognized Antifa thugs were there, working with CNN, too. A NY Supreme Court Judges' son was there wearing animal skins, along with the horned guy and a shofar blowing character on the scene makes a Orthodox drama fulfilling some prophesy, part of the play acting. And some dumb as sheep Trump supporters, appearing as unpaid extras.

published January 11, 2021

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CRYING RIVERS II




CRYING RIVERS

I'M CRYING ATMOSPHERIC RIVERS OVER YOU

 EMOTIONAL FLOODING IS ALL I DO

THE SNOW PACK ON YOUR HEART 

TELLS ME SPRINGTIME WE SHALL PART

I'M CRYING ATMOSPHERIC RIVERS OVER YOU


I'M CRYING ATMOSPHERIC RIVERS OVER YOU

EMOTIONAL FLOODING IS ALL I DO

THE WORDS THAT YOU SPOKE 

MADE MY LEVIES BROKE

I'M CRYING ATMOSPHERIC RIVERS OVER YOU


I'M DROWNING IN MY TEARS

IT'S THE WORST OF ALL MY FEARS

CRYING RIVERS IS JUST WHAT I DO

MY SUMP PUMP DONE BURNED OUT

I'M A WALKING WATER SPOUT

I'M CRYING ATMOSPHERIC RIVERS OVER YOU



I'M CRYING ATMOSPHERIC RIVERS OVER YOU

EMOTIONAL FLOODING IS ALL I DO

THE SNOW PACK ON YOUR HEART 

TELLS ME SPRINGTIME WE SHALL PART

I'M CRYING ATMOSPHERIC RIVERS OVER YOU



IT'S THE WORST OF ALL MY FEARS

I'M DROWNING IN MY TEARS

EMOTIONAL FLOODING IS ALL I DO

I KNOW THAT WHEN YOU'RE GONE

I'LL BE DRY AS A BONE

I'M CRYING ATMOSPHERIC RIVERS OVER YOU

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First performed at The Duck Club, Bird's Landing, CA NYE 2018/19