April 23. 2025
Conspiracy Reddit reader hasn't recovered from the Plandemic
"I still don't know how to live normally after what I saw during the "pandemic"
I've been carrying this weight for a while, and I just need to let it out somewhere people might understand.
If even 10% of what we've learned about the harmful effects of the "vaccines" is true... then this wasn't just a mishandled crisis. It was something else. Something planned. A kind of soft genocide quietly carried out while people clapped and shamed each other into compliance. And the worst part? So many leaders, across so many nations, were at least somewhat in on it -- whether actively or by turning a blind eye.
That realization has broken something in me. It's not just anger or betrayal. It's a deep sadness -- for the people who were hurt, for those who still don't see it, and for the world I thought I lived in. I feel like I'm grieving something invisible. My sense of reality. My trust. My sense of safety.
I don't know how to move on from this. I don't know how to pretend things are fine when they're not. I try to live a normal life, but there's always this weight in the back of my mind -- a sense that nothing is what it seems anymore.
If anyone else is going through this, how do you cope? How do you rebuild yourself after something like this? I don't want to argue or convince anyone. I just want to feel less alone."
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... and so it goes.
The Trump Shots have turned the general population autistic. They can't look me in the eye. They can't stand anything new. They can't hold a conversation. They know their duties and NEVER color outside the lines.
I realize people's souls are damaged or gone, leaking away. I come to this conclusion from five years of observation trying to be most objective. They simply are in their own world especially if the cell phone is in their hand. Unapproachable and distant, they are ghosts in their own bodies. Got nothing to say of substance about anything.
I'm convinced the 'vaccinated' can tell I am 'unvaccinated'. Our energies don't match. They move away from me quickly and soon in a crowded bar I am sitting alone, no one near me. It happens all the time. I can see Life in some and have guessed correctly many times that the person I may be interacting with is not chemically altered. Five years in, it's getting easier.
People are different and there is no way you can convince me otherwise. From the beginning of this crime, I have maintained my humanness. I'm not giving it away for a free donut. The disappointment I have in my family, friends and people in general is profound. They ignore me and I ignore them. That is what my life has become.
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Some Are More Equal
DANCING IN THE PRISON CAMP
BROWBEATERS' DELIGHT
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TRT 22.23
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I'm with you. In 2020 I lost my husband for cancer. Also lost all faith in humanity and felt so lonely and insecure since then. Not because I became a widow but because I learned how my life had been manipulated and a huge lie.
ReplyDeleteIts not just me then...
ReplyDeleteI have an inate niggling feeling that people are [somehow] diffeten't. It doesn't matter if its family I have known for 48 years, friends I have known for 28 years or syrangers I meet in the street... they have ALL changed!
The subtle changes in peopke [to me] appear as following:
- Drivers are over cautious and drive